How is it that one person can affect your mood so dramatically?
So, i woke up in already a bit of a foul mood, mostly due to the lack of sleep and the fact that the plans of the night didnt quite follow through. But i mean, oh well, stuff happens. Last night i stayed over at my good friend, Marie's house. I woke up this morning, liek i said, in a bit of a not-so-good mood but it was tolerable. Went home, took a little nap, listened to some music. And then, "BOOSH" [in the words of my boyfriend] shit hit the fan. I get a text from my Wonderful boyfriend, and all it said was "Hi :(" Immediately i knew something had gone wrong. Turns out there was a horrible fight the night before and he barely slept over it, then was forced to have to go to work in the morning, im assuming. He was in probably the most miserable mood, it hurt so much to see. After this, i just felt emotionally and physically drained. Nothing seemed worth it, AT ALL.
Yes, I am in complete love with my boyfriend, and i care so much about him and would do anything for him, but how, no, why is it possible to feel like complete and utter shit just because you know the most important person in your life is miserable? And with that, is it even good to care so much? I obviously dont mind caring this much about such a wonderful, amazing young man, but rationally it just doesnt seem right to care so much about anyone, in general, to let their sadness totally ruin what could have been a decent relaxing day.
These are the thoughts i run through in my head, every minute of everyday. So dont mind my mindless banter. :)
Regardless of my exceedingly foul mood, have a Wonderful day.
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